Tukar

Tidak ada yang lebih menggembirakan aku bila dapat tahu isteri aku; Ida dpt bertukar ke putrajaya. syukur alhamdulillah penantian aku tak lama mana; cuma setahun. syukur sbb ada org lain yang lebih lama dari itu.

so aku akan merindui pemandu bas ekspres Metro ke Bandar Pusat Jengka tu, terkenang2 the moment aku suruh yasser punch out kan punch card aku sambil terkocoh2 keluar ofis hari jumaat petang, the moment kejar bas dengan kereta sbb bas tanak berhenti, perasaan takut tiket bas habis, and sempat jugak la berebut2 kat kaunter tiket Bas Metro kat Pekeliling tu time raya baru ni. it will always makes me smile bila teringat all those not-so-sweet moments. hoho

terima kasih jugak kpd arwah Cik Ajai yang byk tolong. semoga roh Cik Ajai ditempatkan bersama org2 yang soleh.

mungkin jugak rezeki anak nih...

Fear it

i miss my family; my wife n the little princess... suddenly that feeling struck into me while i was on duty for 2 weeks helping my other clique in organizing PTK. thanks to technology, picture of salsabeela in my phone help me to fill that empty feeling.

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i manage to see that human capabilities can go beyond further if they want to. during a period where time is so limited as well as resources, and the pressure is so strong, we tend to push ourself for reaching the best in us. for sure there are conditions which are; good mind and effort as well as know our greatest fear.

in this experience, i found out that our greatest fear is OURSELF. at first, it's hard to believe the fact but i manage to realized it from one of my dear friend. fear were there as things we do not used to confront with is occurring or we ourself have to go through that hard time. that unusual climate may make us uncomfortable and people with wrong attitude may give millions of excuses. later, body will start to feel uneasy and their mind will tell them they cannot go through it. i believe that only with strong will, high confident and countless effort could help.. along with doa and tawakkal. in fact, these winning behavior are relevant in many more situation.

peace of mind is rather impossible and hard to achieve inline with less occurrence of the situation. me myself knew that my brain works better during that state of mind. even better, nobody could get it if u knew u are not well prepared!

in short, we all could barely do everything we intended to do. just say it in your mind. it's mind power. (hmm... i wonder when could i finish reading the books regarding mind power which i bought last year from INTAN)

i may writing this because i've seen ppl sat for PTK course during this 2 weeks or maybe simply because i have to sit for my PTK exam next week. haha!

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PTK is here to stay despite CUEPECS petition to abolish it. it may be unfair according to certain group, but it is the best system so far. live with it.

the application slip

365 Days

kami suami isteri menyambut ulang tahun pertama perkahwinan pada 20 oktober baru2 ni. pejam celik dah seminggu, kemudian sebulan dan sekarang setahun dah pun. tak ada celebration apa2 pun, cuma wishing each other sahaja on that day, masing2 tahu sibuk dgn persiapan wedding for my sister.

pengalaman berkeluarga jarak jauh ni telah banyak mengajar kami erti rindu, pengorbanan dan nikmat bertemu muka. tambah bererti lagi dengan kehadiran insan yang ditunggu2, salsabeela.

setahun usia ini bukanlah mahu dibanggakan, tetapi mahu dijadikan sebagai pengukur kepada kami betapa perlunya kami matang dengan cepat dalam meredah hari2 mendatang. apa yang akan berlaku seterusnya mungkin memerlukan kematangan tersebut terutama sekali dalam menempuh dugaan yang tidak dijangka.

seterusnya selepas ini pastinya akan lebih banyak yang perlu dibuat. proper planning is what we hope to do especially on money. almaklum, suami isteri bekerja kerajaan ni bukanlah boleh bermewah2 sangat. sekadarnya sahaja.

tahun depan is going to be a lot more interesting in so many ways. carrier, life, family etc2. we seek forward for the best bagi kami bertiga sekeluarga.

365 days and still counting...