it's so funny when things we hope so much is actually so much farther apart and we couldn't see why. for someone who couldn't expect any lesser, it's a such a terrible occasion that could happen.
just remember, either it's not there yet for us until next time, or we haven't give the best out of us yet. that's as good as it should be.
the most important thing is how we face the hard truth, get a self-check and improvise over time.